June

Now it is June already. The year is almost half over. That is crazy. We had a wonderful graduation party for P. Darrel really had a hard time figuring out what to say but I have to tell you what he did say was so beautiful. P. really seemed to enjoy himself.
It hit me kind of hard last Sunday when there were pictures of I and P. They are so grown up. I remembered when the picture they had on the big screen were taken. P. and his overalls. He was so sweet, still is. But he can get under my skin so easily. I have been reminded several times by the Holy Spirit that he is my child because I am like him and God wants me to see how I am to Him. I get under His skin as well. Probably not. That is the mind-boggling thing. God is not like me. That is wonderful, amazing, awe inspiring, confusing. Again, faith. Being sure of what I hope for and certain of what I do not see.
I. my baby. He is somewhat of a mystery to me. He is funny and creative but kind of makes me crazy with having to talk all the time. PLEASE be quiet! Again, me in the flesh. Wanting my mom's attention. Mom, mommy, mom, mama. Egads.
D. and I are really good. After we had that spat, seemed so out of character for us. Praise God! I think we are finally figuring it out. i seem to be able to be myself a little more with him. This seems to be a new facet to our marriage that really only happened since Feb. He also seems more relaxed some how. especially with me. Not quite sure why but am really glad it is happening this way.
The knees. I really have no hope that these injections are going to help. I really just want to go to the dr. and tell him to replace them and then get on with it. Get on with my life.

All for now. We shall talk.